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the bends |
today, time of log in: 12:17pm… darn it!
since this year started, i’ve proved to myself that i got tons of discipline inside this deteriorating 80’s human body. i’ve stopped smoking for many months now. stopped drinking alcohol for weeks now. stopped being a jerk to the people around me. stopped eating like a t-rex and lost a few pounds… just a few of what ive been positively altering in my daily biz.
like how my local boss have put it, my tardiness has gone from bad to worse. i’ve been going to work sooo late for weeks now. i wake up early every goddamn morning but still my ass ends up logging in really late. i’m not even sure anymore if i’m just subconsciously sabotaging myself to get fired and be forced to move somewhere else and get a fresh start at things… at everything. a friend said it could be midlife crisis… darn.
the chinese says a crisis has two sides; danger and opportunity. i could be getting both…
baka quarter-life crisis lang yung sa yo. so, di ko alam ano makukuha mo sa ganun
pero congrats, you stopped smoking. gulat din ako you also stopped drinking. lupet pa naman ng mga concoctions mo 
pero ok yan. yung maging buddhist. nakakatuwa rin yung feeling. matutuwa ka sa sarili mo 
Wow. I’m impressed. You turned Buddhist?
And congrats on quitting smoking and drinking. Good job. 