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protection |
…sometimes you look so small, need some shelter,
just runnin’ round and round, helter skelter…
September 2, 2008
August 22, 2008
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remora |
dreaming about the ticks you used hold our hands
not questioning the filth of where it’s been.
escaping from what the future say it holds
but like everything else leaving is for last resolve.
grinning like venus on verge of orgasm
we will worship you if you use the other hand.
rub me and tell him and make them all scream
then feed us the filtered, no lard and just lean
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, to please step in the line
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, because
we’re cumming for you again,
and i dont know any other way to make it end.
we’re cumming for you again,
i feel it burning but i’m enjoying it my friend.
we’re cumming for you, again.
we’re cumming for you, again… again.
blaming water for the rain that wet your skin
he will make it vapor if i can just make you steam.
tasting sweat and your leeches from deep within
we can breathe like this forever or so it seems
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, to please step down this line
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, and now
we’re cumming for you again,
and we dont care for any other way to burn.
we’re cumming for you again,
i see you gaping and numbing it my friend.
we’re cumming for you, again.
we’re cumming for you, again… again.
running after,
a headless disaster,
tell them, tell them,
to wait in line,
feeding after,
a scent of another,
let them, make them,
open your thighs.
we’re cumming for you again,
and i dont know any other way to make this end.
July 21, 2008
June 26, 2008
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linklater’s window pt.4 |
Man with the Long Hair: They say that dreams are only real as long as they last. Couldn’t you say the same thing about life?
June 23, 2008
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top 5 getaways of summer 2008 |
since last last weekend, my summer is officially over. its now time to take a breather and settle the damages and eventually build up the stash again. after that, then i’ll be able to really start saving up for my truck. its the rainy season now. and i gotta stay put. it was a very busy first half of the year, and these five are the best of it 
RANK #5 — The Batch Sabaw Check-Out Weekend
it was the end of the PADI openwater diver course for 6 of my friends. carl, fhay, bryan, jay, pammy and joby. and the whole FunDiveAsia gang was there to give support and additional chaos. it was a weekend of compressed air, weird poker faces, silly impersonations, buffet wars, brokeback moments, underwater dryhumping and low-low dance showdowns. i couldnt wait to dive with the whole Batch Sabaw again 
RANK #4 — The Calamian Islands and Wrecks
it was one of my trips this year that i wasnt really whole-hearted to go but ended up being so damn glad i did. the islands with white beaches. the surreal sunsets. the great food and laid back accommodation. the amazingly clear visibility of the wrecks. the crystalline lakes. and yea, that trip has a few firsts. first time to ride a non aircon airplane and a chaotic superferry. but still, me and my friends had an awesome time and i know id be back there one of these days…
RANK #3 — The Masbate Exploration For New Dive Sites
boss rico arranged a dive exploration in the islands of ticao in the province of masbate. the aim was to find new dive spots in that area to be promoted to foreign and local divers. it was a totally rough adventure. a few spots were a disappointment but most of the areas we tried to dive were promising, expecially the ones with the roughest underwater currents. we slept in tents pitched on white sandy beaches. ate freshly cooked local food. got drunk over cuervo golds and quatro cantos. went gorilla crazy on a huge waterfall. burned marshmallows over a campfire. and more.
RANK #2 — The Four Minus One Getaway
the original line up for this trip was me, bino, myk and dell. it was something we planned since november last year for the four of us. but since i accidentally fractured myk’s left ankle and it had to be cemented like in the old pinoy comedy films, he wasnt able to come with us. so dell, bino and i pushed thru, the first stop was apo island negros oriental, nice resort and great diving. overnight and then we were off to cebu via a ceres bus and ro-ro from dumaguete. malapascua island was the next destination and we were successful on seeing the thresher sharks. went back to cebu city and spent another night there. met new friends and roamed around the nice places in the city.
RANK #1 — The City of Smiles And Way Way More
my first time in negros occidental. and it was purely amazing. the people. the places. the authentic inasal. the seafood. the old friends. the lovely new ones. the long drives. the videoke. the tequila and jägermeister shots. the smb lights and pilsens. the beach and nice dives of sipalay. the napoleones. the cuddly big labs. the superb inaka dinner. the blabs of the drunk. and the long goodbyes. im so amazed and thankful to my bacolod friends and their family for being sooo hospitable. its the best getaway so far for me this year. i’ll see you again in the maskara festival
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ensōlilic |
the universe is your soul
and the void is to know
why lines go on spiraling
on an endless sweet roll
this moment is your skin
and my light is brightly unseen
when our time and space explode
blues, blacks and grays between
a crisp saturday morning
your circles on my fingertips
how we ended up in murmurs
and prayers over bruised lips
the motion is unending
the world is unforgiving
these wrongs, these rights
your universe, my void, our life.
May 30, 2008
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sidestreets and main strips |
will you start on a path even if you’re not sure if you’d wanna finish it?
will you walk silently on the hidden alleys just to be away from god’s lips?
will you stalk the shadows of the stars walking up the huge avenue?
will you shine your own shoes and start running, paving your views?
will you rest for a while and compute the signs,
is going back a shorter distance to your own finish line?
May 22, 2008
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homecoming blues |
hey man, its been a while…
i cant even recall when exactly was
the last time i was here.
how are you?
now aint that a stupid question to ask you?
hehe i know youre good.
me? i know you know everything thats
been happening.
all the good stuff. and all the rotten too.
i know youve been watching.
see i might have lost alotta faith in
these guys who say they know you better
and this and that.
but you know i still believe in you.
in my own way, at least.
so hows your mum?
mine was a lil’ ill the last time i came to
see her. watch over her, okay?
she’s been good to you. you know that.
my pop’s a lil’ grumpy these days but
i know you got his back.
and yea, big thanks for tonight…
it was great to see them all again.
btw, you know im just kidding when
i make fun of your various names
when me and the boys are hangin out
by the pool.
we’re still good right?
gotta go man, will try ta drop by
again sometimes…
[11:35pm wednesday. baclaran church]
May 13, 2008
April 18, 2008
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unneeded post for unneeded words |
it sounded like you desperately just wanted me to know that you supposedly didn’t want me to know something i actually didn’t and still don’t wish to know about because everything i already know is enough to make my skin crawl. not for myself. not for you. but for another soul.
so please stop acting as if we still have issues
…because we don’t.
