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diary of an insideman vol.1 |

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Zeitgeist II - Addendum |
according to them mind-feeders at zeitgeistmovie.com the full movie will be released online for free viewing in early october. cant wait…
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the ride |
The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it’s real because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it’s very brightly coloured and it’s very loud and it’s fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: “Is this real, or is this just a ride?” And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, “Hey, don’t worry, don’t be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride.” And we kill those people.
–Bill Hicks
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strangers gate |

Detective Mercer: it’s amazing what a dead body can tell you…
Erica: so the dead can talk?
Detective Mercer: oh yeah, everybody talks. most everybody lies. but the dead can’t. then again uhh, lies tell you things too because people tell ‘em for a reason.
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oktoberfest, ja!!! |

last week, a former teammate from my dellwood days hooked me and our other friends up to this friday’s SMB Oktoberfest grand opening. she got us listed on the VIP tents with aircon and free booze, which was slick. then party-pooperly, something went wrong earlier this week and the list got canceled, deymmm. it wasnt our friend’s fault though. deymmmm beer. hehehe. deym party. now the question is, i wonder how long the line would be tomorrow afternoon on the 120 zone. uhmm no, i dont wanna see third eye blind for 1300.. or is it 1500? didnt even know they still play lol. hmm, to go or not to go….
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protection |
…sometimes you look so small, need some shelter,
just runnin’ round and round, helter skelter…
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remora |

dreaming about the ticks you used hold our hands
not questioning the filth of where it’s been.
escaping from what the future say it holds
but like everything else leaving is for last resolve.
grinning like venus on verge of orgasm
we will worship you if you use the other hand.
rub me and tell him and make them all scream
then feed us the filtered, no lard and just lean
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, to please step in the line
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, because
we’re cumming for you again,
and i dont know any other way to make it end.
we’re cumming for you again,
i feel it burning but i’m enjoying it my friend.
we’re cumming for you, again.
we’re cumming for you, again… again.
blaming water for the rain that wet your skin
he will make it vapor if i can just make you steam.
tasting sweat and your leeches from deep within
we can breathe like this forever or so it seems
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, to please step down this line
my turn is his turn is another’s turn is mine
tell them, tell them, and now
we’re cumming for you again,
and we dont care for any other way to burn.
we’re cumming for you again,
i see you gaping and numbing it my friend.
we’re cumming for you, again.
we’re cumming for you, again… again.
running after,
a headless disaster,
tell them, tell them,
to wait in line,
feeding after,
a scent of another,
let them, make them,
open your thighs.
we’re cumming for you again,
and i dont know any other way to make this end.
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linklater’s window pt.4 |
Man with the Long Hair: They say that dreams are only real as long as they last. Couldn’t you say the same thing about life?
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top 5 getaways of summer 2008 |
since last last weekend, my summer is officially over. its now time to take a breather and settle the damages and eventually build up the stash again. after that, then i’ll be able to really start saving up for my truck. its the rainy season now. and i gotta stay put. it was a very busy first half of the year, and these five are the best of it ![]()
RANK #5 — The Batch Sabaw Check-Out Weekend

it was the end of the PADI openwater diver course for 6 of my friends. carl, fhay, bryan, jay, pammy and joby. and the whole FunDiveAsia gang was there to give support and additional chaos. it was a weekend of compressed air, weird poker faces, silly impersonations, buffet wars, brokeback moments, underwater dryhumping and low-low dance showdowns. i couldnt wait to dive with the whole Batch Sabaw again ![]()
RANK #4 — The Calamian Islands and Wrecks

it was one of my trips this year that i wasnt really whole-hearted to go but ended up being so damn glad i did. the islands with white beaches. the surreal sunsets. the great food and laid back accommodation. the amazingly clear visibility of the wrecks. the crystalline lakes. and yea, that trip has a few firsts. first time to ride a non aircon airplane and a chaotic superferry. but still, me and my friends had an awesome time
and i know id be back there one of these days…
RANK #3 — The Masbate Exploration For New Dive Sites

boss rico arranged a dive exploration in the islands of ticao in the province of masbate. the aim was to find new dive spots in that area to be promoted to foreign and local divers. it was a totally rough adventure. a few spots were a disappointment but most of the areas we tried to dive were promising, expecially the ones with the roughest underwater currents. we slept in tents pitched on white sandy beaches. ate freshly cooked local food. got drunk over cuervo golds and quatro cantos. went gorilla crazy on a huge waterfall. burned marshmallows over a campfire. and more.
RANK #2 — The Four Minus One Getaway

the original line up for this trip was me, bino, myk and dell. it was something we planned since november last year for the four of us. but since i accidentally fractured myk’s left ankle and it had to be cemented like in the old pinoy comedy films, he wasnt able to come with us. so dell, bino and i pushed thru, the first stop was apo island negros oriental, nice resort and great diving. overnight and then we were off to cebu via a ceres bus and ro-ro from dumaguete. malapascua island was the next destination and we were successful on seeing the thresher sharks. went back to cebu city and spent another night there. met new friends and roamed around the nice places in the city.
RANK #1 — The City of Smiles And Way Way More

my first time in negros occidental. and it was purely amazing. the people. the places. the authentic inasal. the seafood. the old friends. the lovely new ones. the long drives. the videoke. the tequila and jägermeister shots. the smb lights and pilsens. the beach and nice dives of sipalay. the napoleones. the cuddly big labs. the superb inaka dinner. the blabs of the drunk. and the long goodbyes. im so amazed and thankful to my bacolod friends and their family for being sooo hospitable. its the best getaway so far for me this year. i’ll see you again in the maskara festival ![]()